It isn't often that I wish to share things about myself. But the Gaming is Wonderful section of this blog really inspired me. I felt like I could relate to every post. I am pretty insignificant both in life and online. I try to stick to the shadows and lack a lot of self confidence. Part of me wishes I could be more but I know that it wouldn't work out.
Far Cry 5 by VPVibrancy |
When I am not working I spend my days writing fan fiction and living out my life in video games. I'm not a child anymore but I still live at home as a part-time carer to my mother. Life is hard and with no other support we make do. In my country disability allowance is pretty much non-existent and we really have to work hard to survive. Due to this I don't have a decent PC or a PS4 Pro or Xbox X, I make do with a lesser new gen console.
Control by VPVibrancy |
Gaming is what allows me to disconnect, I write online fan fics about the games and TV shows that I am into and am pretty active on Tumblr and a few other sites with that content. Without these escapes I would crumble. I love my mother but at times the attachment and dependency makes me want to drown myself. I often feel like I am drowning in life. I have no goals or end game beyond the present, we have to take each day as it comes.
Skyrim by VPVibrancy |
The glowing and positive nature of the virtual photography community really inspires me. I am hoping eventually I can afford something that takes better shots and enjoy some newer games. Money is tight so I rely on thrift-store purchases and hand me downs from friends. But until then I shall continue to post my videos and pictures and continue to appreciate the pictures of others.
Elite Dangerous by by VPVibrancy |
I chose VPVibrancy's work as I feel that what she is doing here is a gift to us. I wasn't even following her until recently. I feel Asha deserves some credit for her efforts.
Assassin's Creed Origins by VPVibrancy |
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